The First Count immerses you in a world of contradictions, exploring the profound impact of disgust—disgust for one’s body, silence, and vulnerability. The installation reclaims this unjust emotion, reminding us that victims of sexual assault are not to blame. Through the allegory of rats—often feared, yet among the most social and resilient creatures—the work reveals a narrative of solidarity, survival, and healing. Illuminated by the healing properties of blue light, The First Counttakes the first steps toward mending deep wounds.